Hey?
It has been a long time since I loss my blogging habit (meeh, sorry). Now I'm trying to improve my blog's appearance by NOT USING the old one. 'cause I bet you can found thousand blogs with that kind of template. So I decide to customize it by myself, even though it looks very simple and cheezy, at least I tried. Right?
Anyway, I feel screw up! Why? Because I've just excluded from my dance group. By "excluded" I mean excluded from the perform this month, not from the group. The thing is, my stomach was so sick today and I decide to go home and skip my dance training. Then, someone took my place and I got "thrown" away. My best friend told me this bad news this night and I'm so
SAD to hear it. I cried so loud in front of my parents. Well it seems like a very simple problem and everyone said "you can try it next year". It is true. But, it's really hard to swallow the truth that "what you have wanted for years is in front of your eyes but you can't reach it because the door was already closed". Then all this negative thought about not gonna be a successful dancer, a bitter black&white days for the rest of my life, being jealous to my friend, and everything just popped up in my head!
AND I DO KNOW WHAT TO DO!
Well, after I think and I think. I remember this verse that I think really suit on me. Not just about the contain, but also the number.
